Single Option

Yesterday was torturing

Feeling worried, dejected, fitful, you name it

Frightening, I hate me being weak yesterday

Tried to dominate myself with serenity, yet it still went contrariwise

I'm afraid

I'm afraid of losing you

This what makes me hate attachment

It's been 9 months I tried to run away from it

But you're the first to come up and grant me this headache

None believe me, but I hope you're the one

I suck at love

Sometimes I think I don't fit to talk about it

I prefer to be given dozens of business cases or piles of data to analyze instead of trapping myself in love

I prolly ask you what do you want from me and us

I might understand a bit you can't answer right away

But, please let me be selfish

Tell me what to do

Tell me you're not going anywhere too

I'll be here sitting still holding my love

Await, till you grab it

Yes only "grab", no other option for you.

I'll be chasing you.

I have started. I won't stop. 

Because you are the girl in my dream.