Warte, wass?

I woke up in tears this morning
Missing someone who's so far away
I wrote about her once here, and the feeling lasts until today

The guilty for not being able to say that I like her get me crazy
I've told someone that I can't move on recklessly
But why I can't tell someone that I like her sincerely

It sucks when you miss someone that you're not sure you'll be able to have
Not because of the feeling
But the distance. Fuck it.

I think I will never want to move on from this feeling
Until the day comes, I'll tell you that I like you
I'll work my ass of to say it while kneeling with a ticket to travel the world as the gift

No matter what,
You are weirdly exist somewhere in my head
And I have no other plan but to secure that space for you forever.

Duuuduuuu!

Sebelum Tutup Bab

Now I know you’re reading this.

So dear you,

Dear the one who I adore
I won’t say it to you directly
It’s a cliche
And I know you hate it
You never get skeptical but when it gets to cliche words
That always succeed ruining the cutie berry momentum that I’ve made

I never got loved by someone who saw me as me
It sucks when you get loved by someone who obsess with you

You know I bumped into some girls
But none saw me as me
Only as a good looking and smart dude (cih)
That’s why I’m wondering, “is that even a relationship?”

You looked me as a dumb
That’s enough to make me fell into you
Or I can say, a fair relationship?

Thanks for unlocking all answers that I’ve been wondering all this time
I can sleep well and stop writing
I’m no longer need to strive for answers
Hope you and your family are healthy always

I am sure I will never be able to say this directly without you saying ‘alah’ ‘bohong’ ‘mantan’, you name it
I hate that skeptical interruption🙂

Anyway,
I’m glad to know that you’re gonna read this one day

Thanks, Eid Mubarak!

This Blog Has Been Discovered!

Malu.
Gamau nulis lagi.

Jelek lo.

I’m graduating from this.
Bye.